Minggu, 18 Desember 2011

Aku Lupa Aku Luka - koil

Mengatasi keputusasaan
Menyakiti diriku sendiri
Aku memacu seluruh waktu memburu jantungmu
Dan semua yang kujalani dan harapkan

Ternyata membuat kecewa
Pil pahit kegelapan akan mematikan rasa jiwa raga
Luka luka luka luka
Aku lupa luka luka luka luka

Menangis meratapi kebodohan memahami
Dan tinggalkan mimpi
Aku melantunkan lagu pedih menutup hatiku
Dan semua yang ku berikan dan serahkan
Dan pinjamkan takkan ku minta
Sebening kehampaan doa
Menghambarkan luka

Sabtu, 17 Desember 2011

You don't have to say anything... I just wanted to tell you.

I have to tell you this and you need to hear it. I loved you since I met you, but I wouldn't allow myself to truly feel it until today. I was always thinking ahead, making decisions soaked with fear... Today, because of you... what I learned from you; every choice I made was different and my life has completely changed... and I've learned that if you do that, then you're living your life fully... it doesn't matter if you have five minutes or fifty years. Indraf if not for today, if not for you I would never have known love at all... So thank you for being the person who taught me to love... and to be love.

What If - Cold Play

What if there was no lie.
Nothing wrong, nothing right.
What if there was no time?
And no reason or rhyme?
What if you should decide
That you don't want me there by your side.
That you don't want me there in your life.

What if I got it wrong?
And no poem or song..
Could put right what I got wrong,
Or make you feel I belong
What if you should decide
That you don't want me there by your side
That you don't want me there in your life.

Oooooh, that's right
Let's take a breath, jump over the side.
Oooooh, that's right
How can you know it if you don't even try?
Oooooh, that's right

Every step that you take
Could be your biggest mistake
It could bend or it could break
But that's the risk that you take
What if you should decide
That you don't want me there in your life.
That you don't want me there by your side.

Oooooh, that's right
Let's take a breath jump over the side.
Oooooh, that's right
How can you know it when you don't even try?
Oooooh, that's right

Oooooh, that's right
Let's take a breath jump over the side
Oooooh, that's right
You know that darkness always turns into light
Oooooh, that's right..

Jumat, 23 September 2011

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Pernah ga sih, kalian merasakan kebosanan yang teramat sangat di hidup kalian??
Dimana kerjaan berasa sungguh tidak menantang lagi, atau malah berasa ga punya kerjaan sama sekali. Coba melarikan diri melebur di tengah tengah pertemanan yang ramai, ikut semua jejaring social tapi tetap berasa alien nyasar di planet orang. Menenggelamkan diri di kamar, tidur, bangun, denger music keras keras, nonton filem banyak banyak, tapi ketika kembali kealam nyata malah diprotes keluarga yg bikin bosan datang berkali lipat “sok depresi”. Apalagi bosan dengan masalah percintaan, Cuma bisa jadi penonton, ikut merasakan tapi cuma bagian patah hatinya aja.. *sigh…. What a life

Selasa, 23 Agustus 2011

Me With No You - Bowling For Soup

I’m not lost
I just haven’t found everything I need
I’m not torn
I’m just getting it together
I’m not broken
Don’t you mind the pieces of me you see scattered on the ground, I swear I’ll turn this thing around
I’m not home
But I’m sitting here in my room
I’m a photograph in need of a zoom
I feel far away, I can’t make out the face, it’s all blurred, since you went away
When you took your keys out, you took a little piece of me

I’m a circle incomplete
I’m a heart that barely beats
All the memories stay forever like tattoos
I’m a star without the sky
I’m hello with no goodbye
I’m the dreams we had that never will come true
That’s me with no you

I’m a mark, I’m a martyr
I’m a victim, I’m a jerk
I’m an engine that just doesn’t seem to start
I’m a kingdom with no king
I’m a king without a crown
So I fall down on my knees
And I pray nobody sees
You got my attention now please come back to me

Can’t find the words to fit the melody
But I swear that I could sing it when you were here with me
I’m all over the place on a scale from 1 – 10
I’m a sea, that’s me

I’m not lost, I just haven’t found everything I need
I’m not torn, I’m just getting it together

I’m a circle incomplete
I’m a heart that barely beats
All the memories stay forever like tattoos
I’m a star without the sky
I’m hello with no goodbye
I’m the dreams we had that never will come true
That’s me with no you
That’s me with no you
That’s me with no you
That’s me with no you

Rabu, 13 Juli 2011

bizarre

GUE ANEH?!!
IYA...emang gue aneh dan gue sendiripun heran!lagian apa sih hebatnya jadi normal?! apa enaknya jadi sama dengan yang lain? menjadi samar dalam suatu keompok.
menjadi setetes air dalam suatu arus yang berpasang surut ke sana ke sini, yang lama-lama mengikuti identitas orang lain, gak ada gunanya buat siapa-siapa. maaf aja kalo menjadi normal berarti menjadi orang lain. gue lebih baik menjadi aneh, karena gue adalah gue